小别

这星期很忙碌，除了要痴痴的等待白果与柠檬，我亲爱的同屋与朋友拉着我去各大购物中心拼命的血拼。血啊血，拼啊拼，我就把我亲爱的电脑给忘了。这种生活，在未来的一年里，我是看不到的。但在这未来一年里，我每天都会拖着疲惫的身躯回家。单是想都已经好累了。

人说小别胜新婚。你我能藉这一小别，让彼此关系更密切？我日日夜夜等着你的讯息，可你却残忍的让我独守空房。。。
你知道我在等你吗？等，寂寞到夜深，等你等到我心痛，等等啊等啊等，我等到花儿也谢了。。。

时差

圆形的地球使人类有了时差，忘了是谁精明的把地球上的时差规划的工工整整。可我想问，有谁可理解或解释人与人交际的时差。

很多时候，别人到了，可我还原地不动。
有的时候，我出发了，可我竟走错方向。
少许时候，我到达了，可大家却迷失了。

突然发现，原来意外也是要符合时间的应许。如果不是在对的时候遇见对的东西，世界就少了很多惊叹与激情。例如titanic撞上冰山，陨石撞上地球。是巧遇，还是注定？可它们都有了我没有的东西 - 对的时间。


你就是触不到的恋人吗
被困在爱情的时差
我到了好久吧 你还没有出发
我错了吗 你太会让我牵挂

小心驾驶！

今天突发奇想跟傻婆君及我的爱妹一起去看半夜场。由于那可爱的‘leisure mall’有9:00pm就收档的记录，我们转战到时代广场去看。去到哪儿，人山人海！好多车，好多人。我们去不了‘博物院’，只好硬着头皮去‘罗马’了！

看完后，我们就浩浩荡荡的离开时代广场。由于另一条回家的路封了，所以我打算在那监狱前的十字路口u-turn。就在我u-turn时，我们看见了某公司的巴士在十字路上与另一辆私家车相撞。正当我们在评论是谁闯红绿灯时，我们就看见一辆货车在时代广场前那条不被应许u-turn的路口表演特技！由于那条路不是设计来u-turn的，所以该司机需要把车摆向右边先才能顺利地u-turn，但他以为那条马路就只有他一辆车是车，爱几时转就几时转。结果他差点撞到隔壁拼命闪开的国产车。这惊心动魄的画面让我差点拍响我的喇叭。

顿时间，我觉得吉隆坡的马路真的如虎口，尤其是夜深人静的时候。正当我抱着战战兢兢的心情回家时，我又遇见一辆失魂车在青灯的十字路口正中央停车。我看呆了。我拼命在后面闪他高等，他依然若无其事的停在那边，然后才慢慢的继续滚动。天啊，难道司机打瞌睡了？我追上前看，原来是一个乳臭味干的-sei leng jai在讲电话。我终于按耐不住，大大声的HORN他多多下！然后等他看过来时，用我渺小的眼睛瞪他！我看死他是因为忙着将电话才会搞到车子死火在路中央！

各位驾驶者，倘若你不要你的命了，你大可选别的方法来结束自己，千万别让其他无辜的道路使用者陪上他们宝贵的时间与性命！请你们证明你们考执照时是没给咖啡钱，请你们醒觉路上依然有规则的！拜托了！

上刀山，下油锅

认识了一群猪朋狗友，他们让我在两个星期里，上了刀山，又下油锅。别人的study group是想看要怎样读书，而我们的却是在想明天要去哪里玩。如果我跟他们说我其实很爱玩这种东西，他们一定不信，因为打从他们认识我到现在，我都三寸不离电脑，像一尊佛那样坐在电脑前。

上刀山

下油锅

其实我真的很感激这群猪朋狗友，你们把原来的我唤醒了，可恨的是，那有点晚了。当然我还要感激他们不厌其烦的在一旁唠叨和怂恿，把我这尊佛请走。我知道我很‘ngiao’，每天要三催四清，三跪九叩的拖我出去玩。辛苦你们了！

眼见未必为实

今天我很闷，闷得发慌。因为暂别了过去的忙碌，我在暴风雨来临前偷闲。
上个周末，我预计自己会很闲空，可以毫无忧虑的好好堕落；可我错了。
这个星期，我没有预计自己会那么闲空，我过得有点闷。
突然让我停下脚步，不用思考那么多，我有些不习惯。
突然发觉我全身上下最high metabolic rate 的地方竟是脑袋。
搞不好有天我会四肢萎缩。。。

我以为我看见了，但原来他并不存在；
我听见他向我发出的讯息，但我误解了。
是我误解还是他发错讯息？没人晓得。
模棱两可的局面蒙蔽了我的双眼，
所以，我失去了我一向自豪的分辨能力。
我试着学习用其他的感官来判断，
试着不再依赖我的双眼，
眼见未必为实。

Malaysian Emotional Quotient Inventory (MEQI)

Few days back I was forced to take this test. Well, it's always my pleasure to help out others' researches. But, but, this is just too bulky! 184 questions if I'm not mistaken... Oh god, its so so so long-winded. I wonder how true it is. But, i must say, i appreciate the hard work by the ministry involved, as well as the staffs. It would be nice if they allow us to write some feedbacks! Here are my feedbacks:

1. Why is it written in Malay, and intepreted in English?

2. What is the power of this research? How true it is? (well, i couldn't question much as I had not read any literature on EQ)

3. How are you going to intepret the subjective answers? How do you know what i'd written on it? And again, its the language problem, u didnt mention which language to answer in, do you?

4. Why are there few 'java maze' pictures behind there? Are they the questions? If they were, i dont see how it can motivate people. If they aren't, is that the top technology our country has? (well, its from SOME genius i suppose)

5. There were few pictures in the middle, asking me 'tahap keamatan'. Can anybody tell me what 'keamatan' means? I admit my Malay is pretty poor. But, what does a sun mean to you? or a bank (sea shore)? And, what you expect me to write in the blank sheet? To describe the scence? To describe how it motivated me? Or to describe how it inspire or annoy me?

6. The intepretation. I don't really understand the 'table' u provided at the end of the questionnaires. I see what? I do what? And, what should i improved in since i'd answer 184 questions.

I understand somebody must be the pioneer of something funny and new. Well, I don't mind to be pioneer, I believe my batch don't mind as well, since we had been pioneer for quite a tons of times already. Be pioneer, be proud! I think i should compose a song for our batch to praise the good job we'd done meanwhile consoling ourselves! Well done mates! Well done!

5 WH

When I was young, i learnt there are 5 WH in english grammar...
When I was young, i thought the 5 WH was just something important in forming questions...
When I was young, i use the 5 WH properly and appropriately in my english exams...

When I grow up, i realize the 5 WH are not solely grammar...
When I grow up, i found out the 5 WH have its small branches...
When I grow up, the 5 WH shape me to be indecisive...
Failure to answer all WH in life drive me crazy...
And finally, I become mad...